Well.. what I thought was a good relationship.. wasn’t. Once again I’m heartbroken. And tonight I cry once again. The start of these nights again.. I really thought it would be different. It seemed perfect. I was happy, he was happy. I dont see where it went wrong. But I can’t questions God’s doing. He’s peobably planning the perfect guy for me. I wanna think on the positive side. It’s just so hard. Since I really did trust someone else. It was my first time ever really letting my heart be held again by someone else. But sometimes when you care too much it doesnt end so well. Right now I’m listening to secondhand serenade to bring out any last tears to help me through the night. I just dont want to be hurt anymore.. I’m tired of it.i just don’t know what to believe when he says he still has feelings for me. And when he kept saying he loves me. People who love you wouldnt do that.. I just want to find peace again. I know time heals all.. but this has happened before and it took a long time. I just wish I wouldnt care so much and love with all I got. I just hope for the best for me.. I’m sure I’ll be fine in the end.. its just hurts.