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Today had gone so horrible like I can’t even deal. First off, I woke up fine just with a minor headache. Then we go to dairy Queen and the fucking workers don’t even know how to do shit right. Like damn. just put me in a worse mood. Then I’m also hungry. Then we go to the movies and after the movies my dad calls me to tell me I got a ticket. Which made my day like ughh. Then deremy yells at me when all I wanna do is go home and lay down. It’s like ate you joking. It’s just all bundled up today that I cry. I just can’t take it anymore. I just wanted everything to just stop for like an hour. I just wanted to feel relaxed. So yeah. That was my day. Pretty shitty tuesday. Not to mention I wanted to go to the beach today and I didn’t get to go. I’m just gonna go die now….

And again..

Well.. what I thought was a good relationship.. wasn’t. Once again I’m heartbroken. And tonight I cry once again. The start of these nights again.. I really thought it would be different. It seemed perfect. I was happy, he was happy.  I dont see where it went wrong. But I can’t questions God’s doing. He’s peobably planning the perfect guy for me. I wanna think on the positive side. It’s just so hard. Since I really did trust someone else. It was my first time ever really letting my heart be held again by someone else. But sometimes when you care too much it doesnt end so well. Right now I’m listening to secondhand serenade to bring out any last tears to help me through the night. I just dont want to be hurt anymore.. I’m tired of it.i just don’t know what to believe when he says he still has feelings for me. And when he kept saying he loves me. People who love you wouldnt do that.. I just want to find peace again. I know time heals all.. but this has happened before and it took a long time. I just wish I wouldnt care so much and love with all I got. I just hope for the best for me.. I’m sure I’ll be fine in the end.. its just hurts.

I would like to wish a very happy birthday to the girl in the red, she’s such an amazing person and I’m super proud of what she’s done. Not only are you my best friend or “sister” but you are also my role model. You are smart, beautiful, and strong. All the qualities a woman should have. I love youuuu. 👭❤️ hope you have a great day, zeeee! #besties

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